It’s the day before the wedding and here I am updating my blog. I think I just need to write, feeling so many different kinds of emotions today and need an avenue to get things out of my system. One thing I am feeling is that I am missing my Mummy a lot, missing very much her presence, missing her humor and most of all missing the much needed support from her.

Phil and I have taken a very relax approach to the wedding, deciding on things as and when we needed to. We don’t fully know what is going to happen during the wedding ceremony as we decided not to have a rehearsal. It will be a first cut, no rehearsal wedding, where we will have to figure out the hiccups along the way. I think it will be more “exciting” than a well rehearsed one. Let’s hope I don’t live to regret my decision.

Looking forward to the moment yet feeling stress with the little preparation. I have been giving so much to taking care of people around me the past few days that today, today I just need some time to myself. Sometime to take a depth breath and relax.

It’s my DAY tomorrow and I am going to ENJOY every single moment of it!!!! – that’s me trying to push some positive thinking into my brains….